One

It is about 1:30 in the morning and I have to go to work in a few hours, so being a bit deliriously tired, my words may be jumbled.


Did you ever find yourself that you've been lost for some time?  For some reason you couldn't be happy to move on, or just remain content through the droughts of life?  Did you ever feel like you didn't know who to turn to and when you've tried nobody was wanting to be there to listen?  Did you ever feel hopeless in your relationships b/c the rest of the world was dragging you down?

Yes, I have felt that very same feeling.  Most of mine was brought on by trauma and having the wrong social circle.  I started to regain my confidence again a few months ago, slowly but surely.  But, I have to say, not until now, have I've been able to truly and deeply say from the depth of my heart that ONE person has been able to get me to see life a bit more clearer and He deserves a much needed "Thank you!"  The ONE who I feel most comfortable with to tell Him that He has shown me how to love again.  To love myself and be more open to having others love me in return.  He brought God back into my life.  Well, God was never gone from my life, but I dismissed him more times than not in recent past.  And, I do not exaggerate that he as ONE person has been more of a support group than many friends I have combined!  He has been nothing but thoughtful, endearing, spontaneous and witty.  And on a personal note, his intellect, charisma and positive outlook has intrigued me.  To be honest with you, I can't even explain what exactly it is that draws me into him.  It feels more powerful than just the surface that I just started to skim over.  He told me to never give up, to surround myself with positive people and to find someone who understands me and shares the same values.  But that's just it!  That's the kicker!  What if I found that already and it is He who has all three?  So far he's never given up and sees that I have a lot to offer in various relationships.  He is one of the positive people I want to surround myself with, and somewhat shocked, he understands me and shares the same common values.  He assures me not to give up on finding true love and perhaps one day, someone will be the "exception" to the dating rule.

- Dedicated to TM